Surely It’s Madness

 Pinterest saved my life and my sanity last night! When it comes to Pinterest and the thousands of food recipes that you can find, there definitely isn't a shortage when it comes to food. I had previously sworn off of using Pinterest recipes. Why you may ask? Well, because the last recipe that I tried, left me with under cooked tater tots and tears streaming down my face while I sat on the floor of my kitchen beating myself up for failing my family and their stomachs. What that specific recipe didn't tell me that I later found out from both my mother in law and my sister in law is that you need to place the tater tots in rows, don't just pile them on top of the dish because it will definitely cook uneven.   Anyways, yesterday I was trying to decide what to make for dinner. Dinner honestly has become such a problem for me. On one hand, I absolutely loath cooking..It's literally the bane of my entire existence because I know I am horrible at it..If I was rich and I co

As you can see, I kind of left for quite awhile. I'm VERY proud to say that I'm back! When I originally decided to start this blog a year and a half ago, I thought I was ready to make one of my dreams a reality on top of everything that I was already trying to accomplish. I am sad to say that I was wrong. I wasn't ready to take on a blog and make it successful all the while trying to be a good mom and homemaker. I was going through so much mentally and I really needed to realize that I wasn't in a place where I could handle everything that I was putting on to myself. I'm so sorry for that!   I had heard of meditation before and I had even tried it here and there but I never really stuck with it. I never really tried to work on myself in the way that I needed. I had so much from my past that I didn't even realize was still effecting me at almost every moment of my day. All of what was going on in my mind was even starting to affect how I handled even the smal